she's losing it!

June 29, 2005

Okay I'm getting complexes because I think my blog isn't funny enough. Argh, I'll just have to try harder.

You know what gives me great satisfaction? Killing bubble wrap (
http://fun.from.hell.pl/2003-11-24/bubblewrap.swf). Is that weird? Please say no.

Today is the dancing day! It was supposed to be meet Ylva-day too, but she dumped me and forgot to tell me. No hard feelings - this way I can chill right here, the way God intended it. It's going to be a beautiful, sunny day. I feel so melancholic! I know, not helping with the whole "let's make this a FUNNYWHOAWHOAWOW"-blog. Aarrgh.


EDIT:

My GOD I have weird Internet relationships. Not only talking about the romantic ones here.

My brother is having a barbecue party tonight. When I said that I wanted to invite some friends to spend the night after we went out to dance he said like "Uh... I don't know if that's a good idea." I go "What? Why not?" He says "Well... I'm inviting this chick over... And..." "OKAY SAY NO MORE. But eww, can't you stay in the basement?" Things worked out at last, but it's still strange. Ewwrgh.

Oh! My brother and is posse might be going out dancing with me and my friends later, too. Funny. And weird, again. But mostly funny.

June 28, 2005

Hiya.
So, yesterday was spent almost entirely in front of this computer. It's a nice computer and all, but seriously, I need to get out a little too. And going grocery shopping for half an hour does NOT count as getting out. I also didn't go asleep until about 4 am. Not that I have a problem with that part, I mean, it's summer and I'm home alone. If I go to sleep before 2 am, there's something wrong.
But I am going out. On Wednesday, me and my girls are going out to club Étage in town. Girls come in for free before midnight... at least until the 1st of July, when the anti-discrimination laws will be enforced. I sometimes hate it that Sweden is so damn good. Argh. Okay, enough with the stupid stuff. I like Sweden. I like good-ness.
I love having a computer that actually works. There's so much one can do on the Internet - music, porn, movies, meet people... I like it, I like it a lot.
Downloaded a great song yesterday, because Ylva told me about it. It's called If You See Natalie by The Eels. It's very depressing and sad but also kind of hopeful. Yeah. And besides, it's about me, so how can you not like it?
Okay, when I actualle have something to write about, I will. Until then - arrivederci! Oh, and listen to Rufus Waiwright, please.


Look into those disturbed eyes. You want it, you need it. I know I do.

June 27, 2005

Hello. Me friend.
I haven't decided yet on whether to have this blog in English or in Swedish. It's kind of confusing still, but you know. Give me some feedback on the language issue, please.
Okay, so, misskreuger finally convinced me to start blogging here instead of diaryland and I must say that so far, I like it a lot. Now that I have a computer that works and all, there's no excuse for not keeping the whole world posted on my thoughts and issues. Tell me you're happy, world!
This weekend has been great. Well, it started less great since I overslept (!!!) and made me and Ell miss the train to Gothenburg. After having oh so many catholic guilt issues (I have to use that word less) I concluded that it really wasn't a biggie since the next train for Gothenburg left only two hours later. When we finally got there we were met by internet homie Edvin, a.k.a. Grrblt. His friends turned out to be great people, and very funny. We went to Liseberg, a great amusement park, and I think we went on all rides, except for the boring ones, and some kiddie rides. Excellent.
Saturday evening was spent at the hostel, getting very drunk. That too was fun, but very foolish. I don't usually get that drunk (for the record) and being there with a bunch of INTERNET RAPISTS ohmygod doesn't help. However, the internet rapists didn't exploit the situation. Especially Grrblt was a great help. Thus, he gets to be on the first picture ever in this blog.

This, my friends, is Grrblt. I hope he doesn't mind that I post this, but I don't think so.

Okay. So I got home at about 11 last night. I was so tired, but I didn't go to bed until like 1:30. And slept for ten hours. You have to like that.

Right now, my cat Felix is licking my belly button. A nice feeling but not quite what I had in mind. I mean, he IS a boy and all but I would have preferred somone who doesn't eat Whiskas and plays with cotton balls for hours. He's very cute though. Proof:



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